Gone

The pillow still smells of you

But you’re long gone by now

I probably shouldn’t care

But why can’t I sleep at night

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What’s Love Got To Do With Us

I need you, I need you not

I miss you, I miss you not

I need things uncomplicated

But why are we making these strings of attachments

He loves me, he loves me not

I want him, I want him not

But what is there to want

If he doesn’t want you back

What is there to love

If you don’t know what love is

If he doesn’t love me

But what does love got to do with us

If all you want is my body

If all I want is your touch

But what is there to want

If we both want different things

What’s love got to do with us

Break Me

I know you’ll break me

Into thousand little pieces

Merciless

Like the god of war

But please do it ever so slowly

Just so I can be with you

Every second of the way

The longer the suffer

The longer we can be together

Maybe i’m crazy

Maybe i’m blind

Just sell me your lies

I will eat them

Off of your hands

Whisper softly to me

You’re only using me

Do it again and again

I’m all yours to have

But you’ll never be mine

Mary Had A Little Lamb (Revisited)

Mary had a little lamb
Or at least
That’s the word on the street
It would’ve been sweet
If it hadn’t been for you
Kids her age would laugh at her
They would make fun of her
Because she wasn’t like them
But no one really knew her
No one really cared
No one had a chance either
How could they
She suddenly disappeared
Now kids laugh no more
Word on the street
Mary had a little lamb
Buried together
Six feet under the playground sand

The Party’s Over

It’s really really over
Not just the party
But the fire between us
Where is the love
Where is the alcohol
Let’s drink to us
And to all the tears
Our biggest fear
Coming to life
Time to grow up
Grow out of us
You and I
We were good
But people change
I know you did
Right in front of me
It wasn’t your fault
I guess it never really is
So let’s blame it on me
Make it easier for you
No need to fight
Or drag other people into this
Let’s go home and say goodbye
Words don’t hurt me
But you seem to
What have I done this time
But that’s alright
Cause it will be the last time
You will treat me this way

Call Me One Last Time

Call me at midnight
While she’s asleep
I’ll wait for you here
I know you want to
I know it’s wrong
But why oh why
Does it feel so right
We keep telling ourselves
It’d be the last time
What the fuck is it
With you and me
We keep coming back
To this conclusion
Yet we fool ourselves
Into thinking it’s okay
To torture the both of us
Maybe we’re too weak
Too much in denial
Too old to let go
Of this feeling
We thought
We’d never have again
Whatever it is
Just call me one last time
Tell me everything we both
Would like to hear
Just one last time

You Would Never Know

You would never know
What I was really thinking
What I was actually feeling
When you told me
You wanted me too
What went on in my head
When all was said and done
You would never know
Gone are the days
Gone are the ways
We both were trying to find
To see each other through lies
All those stolen moments
Those instant passionate moments
We still don’t know what they were
What they actually meant
But I couldn’t stop wanting to be
With you and my guilty mind
The dark alleys of the old city
Where no one decent would come
We would always end up there
I guess that just shows
How you really thought of me