Forgiveness

Would you forgive me
If I told you
I couldn’t resist
The temptation
The love that people were offering
All around me
While you were gone
Giving me space
Maybe we both misunderstood
What we needed
What we wanted
What we yearned for
But never once dared to express
Now I’m sitting here
All alone
Just wondering
What I had done wrong
If you were ever right
Maybe we both were
In our minds
Just too scared to admit
To scarred to give in
Say what’s really in our hearts
But now I have ruined it
For the both of us
I won’t even ask you to forgive
Simply because I won’t forget
Can I let go now
Will you move on
I guess I already did

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Lonely Mind

You were never the one, I think
As we’re both nowhere near to commit
You’re too busy ignoring my calls
While I’m too busy to even care
But I play the part somehow
Try to put an ending to something
That’s never really had a beginning
You were so good with your words
Convincing me that I was always on your mind
But I do mind
As actions speak louder than words
But that’s okay because I have grown deaf
To all that’s you
I’d rather lay lonely in my bed
Than be on your lonely mind
So sweet dreams my lonely lover
I will not be yearning for you tonight

Anniversary

I’m here in the city you love most
The city you call your home
You told me you’d take me here someday
That must have been a lifetime ago
It has been three long years
But I’m sure you don’t really care
Yet I think of you quite often
What would our lives be now
If we had taken the chance back then
Would we stay friends
Would we become lovers
Would we be judged by others
Guess we will never know
But I’m happy we get to share these tender moments
They will stay with me forever
Still I hope to see you someday
Maybe in our next life
Our timing will be right this time

What’s Love Got To Do With Us

I need you, I need you not

I miss you, I miss you not

I need things uncomplicated

But why are we making these strings of attachments

He loves me, he loves me not

I want him, I want him not

But what is there to want

If he doesn’t want you back

What is there to love

If you don’t know what love is

If he doesn’t love me

But what does love got to do with us

If all you want is my body

If all I want is your touch

But what is there to want

If we both want different things

What’s love got to do with us

Break Me

I know you’ll break me

Into thousand little pieces

Merciless

Like the god of war

But please do it ever so slowly

Just so I can be with you

Every second of the way

The longer the suffer

The longer we can be together

Maybe i’m crazy

Maybe i’m blind

Just sell me your lies

I will eat them

Off of your hands

Whisper softly to me

You’re only using me

Do it again and again

I’m all yours to have

But you’ll never be mine

Without You

What you’re doing to me
It ain’t fair for any one of us
But I do long for your love
From the moment you looked at me
How I long for your touch
How badly do you wanna be with me
Please don’t say it
Because I know
What the truth will be
So I will go
Take whatever pride I still have
With me
But without you
What should I do

Tossing and Turning

Is it you inside my head
Tossing and turning
Messing things up
Having fun now aren’t we
I wish you’d leave
Overstaying your welcome
Is it me losing it slowly
Tossing and turning
In this bed i’ve made
In this bed you once lay
I wish you’d have stayed
You’re still welcome here
Is it us making things complicated
Tossing and turning
Beating around the bush
Avoiding all our demons
The elephant in the room
They’re not welcome here anymore