Call Me One Last Time (revisited)

Call me at midnight, while she’s still asleep
I will wait for you here, like I always do
Like a good girl would
Don’t fool yourself, I know you want to
We both know this is wrong, but why does this feel so right
We keep telling ourselves that this will be the very last time
So what the fuck is it with you and me, as we keep coming back to this conclusion
Yet we fool ourselves into thinking this is actually okay to torture the both of us like that
Maybe we’re too weak, too much in denial, or maybe we’re just too sentimental to let go of this feeling we thought we would never have again
Whatever it is, just call me one last time
End this love affair one more time

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People Say

People say
Home is
Where the heart is
But my heart
It is broken
My home
It is no more
The windows
Are shattered
The door
You left it
Arms wide open
While my eyes
Were shut
Like my mouth
Cause some words
Are better left
Unspoken
Yet I left
Never told him
Never saw him
Never needed to
Out of sight
Out of mind
That’s exactly what
People say

Why Do I Still Care

I held you in my hands
Touched your pretty face
Tried to kiss your wrinkles away
Tried to tell you I’m here to stay
But I guess you had other plans
Did I make you forget
Did I make you regret
All the mistakes you made
By simply being there
Was it ever love
Did we want it to be
I see you’re here
I should better leave
Yet I somehow decide to stay
Why do I still care

If She Knew

Gone are the days
Those stolen moments
In the bathroom
At the back of the dance floor
In the dark alleys
Of the old city centre
Where no one decent would see
All the dirty tricks
Those convincing lies
Gone are the days
Those stolen moments
At the bar
Right outside the club
Cold winter nights
You held my hands
While your friends looked away
You wanted me to kiss you
And so I did
Without regrets
But what was I thinking though
What were you thinking
What would she say
If she knew
That for a moment
Plenty of moments
She had lost you

Tossing and Turning

Is it you inside my head
Tossing and turning
Messing things up
Having fun now aren’t we
I wish you’d leave
Overstaying your welcome
Is it me losing it slowly
Tossing and turning
In this bed i’ve made
In this bed you once lay
I wish you’d have stayed
You’re still welcome here
Is it us making things complicated
Tossing and turning
Beating around the bush
Avoiding all our demons
The elephant in the room
They’re not welcome here anymore

It’s Never Her Fault

It’s not her fault she married young
She was naive and no one really cared

It’s not her fault she showed no love
People always used it against her

It’s not her fault she never cried
Emotions will only show weakness

It’s not her fault she betrayed you
She doesn’t know right from wrong

It’s not her fault she didn’t get to feel
Feelings only clouded her judgement

It’s not her fault she blamed everyone
She was always taken advantage of

It’s not her fault she wanted to leave
Something deep inside her told her to

It’s not her fault she hurt you deeply
She never was taught how to love

It’s never her fault