Call Me One Last Time (revisited)

Call me at midnight, while she’s still asleep
I will wait for you here, like I always do
Like a good girl would
Don’t fool yourself, I know you want to
We both know this is wrong, but why does this feel so right
We keep telling ourselves that this will be the very last time
So what the fuck is it with you and me, as we keep coming back to this conclusion
Yet we fool ourselves into thinking this is actually okay to torture the both of us like that
Maybe we’re too weak, too much in denial, or maybe we’re just too sentimental to let go of this feeling we thought we would never have again
Whatever it is, just call me one last time
End this love affair one more time

Call Me

Call me sometime
To catch up
Like old friends
We never were
We can talk
About our lives
Like old lovers
We dared not to be
We can have drinks
Let you pay for them
Like we used to
But somehow I ended up
Paying the price
We can laugh and make jokes
Like we’re young again
But we both are not
You can compliment me
On how beautiful I look tonight
But you will always
Have eyes for her
You can casually touch my hand
Like you’re dying to come home
With me into my bed
But we both know
Someone else is in yours
Yet I still yearn for you
To call me

Without You

What you’re doing to me
It ain’t fair for any one of us
But I do long for your love
From the moment you looked at me
How I long for your touch
How badly do you wanna be with me
Please don’t say it
Because I know
What the truth will be
So I will go
Take whatever pride I still have
With me
But without you
What should I do

Band-aid

I’m scared of forgetting
Too scared of remembering
All of you and me
All that we could be
If I close my eyes
Will you appear in front of me
Or will you slowly fade away
Out of sight
Out of mind
Even dreams
Won’t take me to you
So I guess time heals all wounds
You were a cancer
I had to get rid of
But I still need a band-aid
In the form of you