You

You tell me
You can handle me
That you’re serious
Yet funny and ambitious
You make me believe
You could love me
If only you knew
What love is truly
You say to me
You think of me
But also miss her
Who are you fooling really
I’ll pretend it is me
To make things easier for you
Maybe this way
I won’t have to fight
For something I cannot win

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Love Yourself

You’re good at telling stories
Of you living the dream of a self made man
And then you met me
Just another girl
Looking for love
The love she never experienced
The kind of love she’s only ever seen
In chick flicks and Disney movies
A girl with a big heart
Who only sees the good in men
This time I won’t be played
This man is so different from them
This man, he’s the man of my dreams
That’s what she would tell all of her friends
Despite of all the warning signs
All the lies, all her cries
She knows, but she pretends
She sees everything, but she denies
Bright red flags right in her face
But she is colourblind
Her mind just spinning lies
Life is so black and white
He loves her, he loves her not
What about he likes her
Just her body, and not her mind
He uses her, then leaves her
She cries, then blames herself
Then drunk messages him
He replies
She thinks he must be into me
All the while he is with someone else
Then she finds out, still blaming herself
This was all her fault
Should have loved him more
But honey
You should love yourself first
Because you’re worth to be loved

Fool Me Once

This is the end
Of the road
The final page
Of a story
That was never meant
To be told
Nor written
In any shape
Or form
Yet here we are
Here I am
Fool me once
Shame on me
Fool me twice
I’m just asking for it
Aren’t I?
How can I
Ever fall for this
How can you
Leave me like this
Yet I am hopeful
Stupid and blind
At the very same time
Is it too late
To delete the last page
Can I still go
Take another road
But what would happen
If you’d fool me
Once again

Forgiveness

Would you forgive me
If I told you
I couldn’t resist
The temptation
The love that people were offering
All around me
While you were gone
Giving me space
Maybe we both misunderstood
What we needed
What we wanted
What we yearned for
But never once dared to express
Now I’m sitting here
All alone
Just wondering
What I had done wrong
If you were ever right
Maybe we both were
In our minds
Just too scared to admit
To scarred to give in
Say what’s really in our hearts
But now I have ruined it
For the both of us
I won’t even ask you to forgive
Simply because I won’t forget
Can I let go now
Will you move on
I guess I already did

Anniversary

I’m here in the city you love most
The city you call your home
You told me you’d take me here someday
That must have been a lifetime ago
But I’m sure you didn’t really care
Yet I think of you quite often
What would our lives be now
If we had taken the chance back then
Would we stay friends
Would we become lovers
Would we be judged by others
Guess we will never know
But I’m happy we get to share these tender moments
They will stay with me forever
Still I hope to see you someday
Maybe in our next life
Our timing will be right this time