I do

I do
If you’d ask me
Now you never will
But would you
Ask me still
If I had stayed
With you
To build a future
Would we outlast
The adventure
Would you ask me
Would I still say
I do
Or would I
Have still left you
I don’t know
Or do I


Why Do I Still Care

I held you in my hands
Touched your pretty face
Tried to kiss your wrinkles away
Tried to tell you I’m here to stay
But I guess you had other plans
Did I make you forget
Did I make you regret
All the mistakes you made
By simply being there
Was it ever love
Did we want it to be
I see you’re here
I should better leave
Yet I somehow decide to stay
Why do I still care

Choose Me

You and me
Full of regrets
So much pain
So many secrets
Should we give in
Should you give up
Should I come clean
Is this love
Or just an obsession
Something we want
Only cause we can’t have it
Our dirty little secret
Maybe ain’t so dirty really
We just complicate things
I’m only a woman afterall
But what if I showed up
At your doorstep right now
Would you let me in
Or walk me out
Straight out of your life
Will you break my heart again
Or will you hold my hand
Kiss me and finally tell me
What you’re really thinking
What you really really want
Will you finally pick me
Hold me, adore me, need me…
Choose me

It’s Never Her Fault

It’s not her fault she married young
She was naive and no one really cared

It’s not her fault she showed no love
People always used it against her

It’s not her fault she never cried
Emotions will only show weakness

It’s not her fault she betrayed you
She doesn’t know right from wrong

It’s not her fault she didn’t get to feel
Feelings only clouded her judgement

It’s not her fault she blamed everyone
She was always taken advantage of

It’s not her fault she wanted to leave
Something deep inside her told her to

It’s not her fault she hurt you deeply
She never was taught how to love

It’s never her fault

Canvas of War (Part One)

You left home to start a family
At the fragile age of nine
They sold your body, your soul
Yet did your best to survive

War was in the background
While famine and poverty were its soundtrack
As time went by
You understood why you were left behind in order for you to survive

You never really like to talk about it
But the wrinkles on your face tell the tale
Of hardship, loss and sadness
Not to mention your beloved country’s betrayal

This Love

You told me I was beautiful
As you kissed my lips and took me to your bed
We made love like we always do
But somehow it still didn’t make me love you

I forgot how it was to feel loved
To have someone in my life who wanted me
Who would have me just the way I am
But who am I? I ask myself over and over again

All these years of pain and regrets
Made me oh so cold inside
I feel nothing now
Though I want to, but I just don’t know how

He tries and tries
While I play the part
He falls deeply in love with me
Yet I’m not sure what to feel

Is this love
Or simply lust
Or just a favour of some sort
Cause he too been lonely for so long

Or maybe it’s real
He’s a good guy, the best I might ever meet
Time to move on and be loved
Like I deserve to be loved