Break Me

I know you’ll break me

Into thousand little pieces

Merciless

Like the god of war

But please do it ever so slowly

Just so I can be with you

Every second of the way

The longer the suffer

The longer we can be together

Maybe i’m crazy

Maybe i’m blind

Just sell me your lies

I will eat them

Off of your hands

Whisper softly to me

You’re only using me

Do it again and again

I’m all yours to have

But you’ll never be mine

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Fuck I Do

He held me close
He kissed my lips
He held my hands
I just let him
I let him do it all
Over and over again
Please make me forget
Please make me get over it
Please let him see me
Like this, with him
I’m moving on like I should
Let him think I don’t need him
At least not anymore
But I do
Fuck I do
But he can never know
Let him think I let go
Let him think I don’t care
But I do
Fuck I do

If She Knew

Gone are the days
Those stolen moments
In the bathroom
At the back of the dance floor
In the dark alleys
Of the old city centre
Where no one decent would see
All the dirty tricks
Those convincing lies
Gone are the days
Those stolen moments
At the bar
Right outside the club
Cold winter nights
You held my hands
While your friends looked away
You wanted me to kiss you
And so I did
Without regrets
But what was I thinking though
What were you thinking
What would she say
If she knew
That for a moment
Plenty of moments
She had lost you

What The Hell Am I Doing Here

Nights like these make me think
What the hell am I really doing
To myself, to my broken heart
I should probably go fix it first
But I just don’t know where to start
Yet I do things I shouldn’t be
Things I should be ashamed of
Yet I do it over and over again
Just so I can numb the pain
That has clearly been a part of me
Since the day I have lost my way
What I wouldn’t do to find you again
But what if I did find you
Things won’t ever be the same
So what am I still doing here

Tossing and Turning

Is it you inside my head
Tossing and turning
Messing things up
Having fun now aren’t we
I wish you’d leave
Overstaying your welcome
Is it me losing it slowly
Tossing and turning
In this bed i’ve made
In this bed you once lay
I wish you’d have stayed
You’re still welcome here
Is it us making things complicated
Tossing and turning
Beating around the bush
Avoiding all our demons
The elephant in the room
They’re not welcome here anymore

Without You

You’re gone now
It took you a while
You never said goodbye
But that’s alright
No need to linger on
Find ways to see
How i’m doing
How you’re doing
It’s okay to walk away
So quietely
I almost forgot
What it was like
To have you around
But hey
People come and go
And you’re long gone
Who knew
I could actually live
Without you