Lonely Mind

You were never the one, I think
As we’re both nowhere near to commit
You’re too busy ignoring my calls
While I’m too busy to even care
But I play the part somehow
Try to put an ending to something
That’s never really had a beginning
You were so good with your words
Convincing me that I was always on your mind
But I do mind
As actions speak louder than words
But that’s okay because I have grown deaf
To all that’s you
I’d rather lay lonely in my bed
Than be on your lonely mind
So sweet dreams my lonely lover
I will not be yearning for you tonight

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Anniversary

I’m here in the city you love most
The city you call your home
You told me you’d take me here someday
That must have been a lifetime ago
It has been three long years
But I’m sure you don’t really care
Yet I think of you quite often
What would our lives be now
If we had taken the chance back then
Would we stay friends
Would we become lovers
Would we be judged by others
Guess we will never know
But I’m happy we get to share these tender moments
They will stay with me forever
Still I hope to see you someday
Maybe in our next life
Our timing will be right this time

What’s Love Got To Do With Us

I need you, I need you not

I miss you, I miss you not

I need things uncomplicated

But why are we making these strings of attachments

He loves me, he loves me not

I want him, I want him not

But what is there to want

If he doesn’t want you back

What is there to love

If you don’t know what love is

If he doesn’t love me

But what does love got to do with us

If all you want is my body

If all I want is your touch

But what is there to want

If we both want different things

What’s love got to do with us

Break Me

I know you’ll break me

Into thousand little pieces

Merciless

Like the god of war

But please do it ever so slowly

Just so I can be with you

Every second of the way

The longer the suffer

The longer we can be together

Maybe i’m crazy

Maybe i’m blind

Just sell me your lies

I will eat them

Off of your hands

Whisper softly to me

You’re only using me

Do it again and again

I’m all yours to have

But you’ll never be mine

Band-aid

I’m scared of forgetting
Too scared of remembering
All of you and me
All that we could be
If I close my eyes
Will you appear in front of me
Or will you slowly fade away
Out of sight
Out of mind
Even dreams
Won’t take me to you
So I guess time heals all wounds
You were a cancer
I had to get rid of
But I still need a band-aid
In the form of you

Puzzle

Tell me baby
Am I the missing piece
Of the puzzle you call life
Or don’t you need me
Me and my troubled mind
Could you hold me
One more time
One second longer
Brush my hair with your hand
Confess to me you’re my friend
My lover, my all
Maybe I don’t fit into your mold
I watch slowly our story unfold
You turn your head
I look away
What’s going on I say
Who knows
You’re already out the door