Break Me

I know you’ll break me

Into thousand little pieces

Merciless

Like the god of war

But please do it ever so slowly

Just so I can be with you

Every second of the way

The longer the suffer

The longer we can be together

Maybe i’m crazy

Maybe i’m blind

Just sell me your lies

I will eat them

Off of your hands

Whisper softly to me

You’re only using me

Do it again and again

I’m all yours to have

But you’ll never be mine

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Should I…

Do you sometimes think of me
Or only when you need something
Someone to satisfy your needs
I often wish it wasn’t me
That you picked out of the crowd
After I shamelessly offered myself
To you, to us
For lust
But never for love
I think I wanted to cross that line with you
For me, myself
For love
And never for lust
But I was never good enough
You wanted more
Different women
Different days
Every fucking day
Should I stay
Or should I go…

Tossing and Turning

Is it you inside my head
Tossing and turning
Messing things up
Having fun now aren’t we
I wish you’d leave
Overstaying your welcome
Is it me losing it slowly
Tossing and turning
In this bed i’ve made
In this bed you once lay
I wish you’d have stayed
You’re still welcome here
Is it us making things complicated
Tossing and turning
Beating around the bush
Avoiding all our demons
The elephant in the room
They’re not welcome here anymore