Broken

A broken heart
A broken home
And a broken jaw
There’s a theme
She seems to be in
She never asked
For any of this
Yet she’s stuck
In this cycle
There’s always
A reason to stay
Even more reasons
To leave this place
But the heart wants
What the heart
Does not need
But he definitely
Needs her
So she decides
To give in
One last time
Like before
And the time
Before that
Until that broken jaw
Because a broken neck

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Forgiveness

Would you forgive me
If I told you
I couldn’t resist
The temptation
The love that people were offering
All around me
While you were gone
Giving me space
Maybe we both misunderstood
What we needed
What we wanted
What we yearned for
But never once dared to express
Now I’m sitting here
All alone
Just wondering
What I had done wrong
If you were ever right
Maybe we both were
In our minds
Just too scared to admit
To scarred to give in
Say what’s really in our hearts
But now I have ruined it
For the both of us
I won’t even ask you to forgive
Simply because I won’t forget
Can I let go now
Will you move on
I guess I already did

Lonely Mind

You were never the one, I think
As we’re both nowhere near to commit
You’re too busy ignoring my calls
While I’m too busy to even care
But I play the part somehow
Try to put an ending to something
That’s never really had a beginning
You were so good with your words
Convincing me that I was always on your mind
But I do mind
As actions speak louder than words
But that’s okay because I have grown deaf
To all that’s you
I’d rather lay lonely in my bed
Than be on your lonely mind
So sweet dreams my lonely lover
I will not be yearning for you tonight

Anniversary

I’m here in the city you love most
The city you call your home
You told me you’d take me here someday
That must have been a lifetime ago
But I’m sure you didn’t really care
Yet I think of you quite often
What would our lives be now
If we had taken the chance back then
Would we stay friends
Would we become lovers
Would we be judged by others
Guess we will never know
But I’m happy we get to share these tender moments
They will stay with me forever
Still I hope to see you someday
Maybe in our next life
Our timing will be right this time

Dear Sam

Dear Sam,
Have I already told you
I met this man
Someone who could make me laugh
Someone who likes the same things as I do

Oh Sam,
I’ve been meaning to tell you
I met this man
Someone who really likes me
Someone who really cares about me

Oh god Sam,
I wanted to tell you sooner
About this man I met
Someone whom I could see myself with
Someone I could spend a lifetime with

Yes, Sam,

I really met this man
Someone who is definitely not you
Someone who could make me forget you