Lonely Mind

You were never the one, I think
As we’re both nowhere near to commit
You’re too busy ignoring my calls
While I’m too busy to even care
But I play the part somehow
Try to put an ending to something
That’s never really had a beginning
You were so good with your words
Convincing me that I was always on your mind
But I do mind
As actions speak louder than words
But that’s okay because I have grown deaf
To all that’s you
I’d rather lay lonely in my bed
Than be on your lonely mind
So sweet dreams my lonely lover
I will not be yearning for you tonight

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Break Me

I know you’ll break me

Into thousand little pieces

Merciless

Like the god of war

But please do it ever so slowly

Just so I can be with you

Every second of the way

The longer the suffer

The longer we can be together

Maybe i’m crazy

Maybe i’m blind

Just sell me your lies

I will eat them

Off of your hands

Whisper softly to me

You’re only using me

Do it again and again

I’m all yours to have

But you’ll never be mine

What The Hell Am I Doing Here

Nights like these make me think
What the hell am I really doing
To myself, to my broken heart
I should probably go fix it first
But I just don’t know where to start
Yet I do things I shouldn’t be
Things I should be ashamed of
Yet I do it over and over again
Just so I can numb the pain
That has clearly been a part of me
Since the day I have lost my way
What I wouldn’t do to find you again
But what if I did find you
Things won’t ever be the same
So what am I still doing here