Call Me One Last Time (revisited)

Call me at midnight, while she’s still asleep
I will wait for you here, like I always do
Like a good girl would
Don’t fool yourself, I know you want to
We both know this is wrong, but why does this feel so right
We keep telling ourselves that this will be the very last time
So what the fuck is it with you and me, as we keep coming back to this conclusion
Yet we fool ourselves into thinking this is actually okay to torture the both of us like that
Maybe we’re too weak, too much in denial, or maybe we’re just too sentimental to let go of this feeling we thought we would never have again
Whatever it is, just call me one last time
End this love affair one more time

Call Me

Call me sometime
To catch up
Like old friends
We never were
We can talk
About our lives
Like old lovers
We dared not to be
We can have drinks
Let you pay for them
Like we used to
But somehow I ended up
Paying the price
We can laugh and make jokes
Like we’re young again
But we both are not
You can compliment me
On how beautiful I look tonight
But you will always
Have eyes for her
You can casually touch my hand
Like you’re dying to come home
With me into my bed
But we both know
Someone else is in yours
Yet I still yearn for you
To call me

Tossing and Turning

Is it you inside my head
Tossing and turning
Messing things up
Having fun now aren’t we
I wish you’d leave
Overstaying your welcome
Is it me losing it slowly
Tossing and turning
In this bed i’ve made
In this bed you once lay
I wish you’d have stayed
You’re still welcome here
Is it us making things complicated
Tossing and turning
Beating around the bush
Avoiding all our demons
The elephant in the room
They’re not welcome here anymore

Is This How It’s Going To Be?

Is this how it’s going to be
We pass each other by
No words are spoken
No glances are exchanged
We pretend so hard
Is this how it’s going to be
Nothing happened
Nothing ever will
I’ll go play along with this game
Just so you can live your life
Move on and be happy
So is this how it’s going to be
From now on it will
I’ll be the best fucking actress
You have ever seen

Dear Sam

Dear Sam,
Have I already told you
I met this man
Someone who could make me laugh
Someone who likes the same things as I do

Oh Sam,
I’ve been meaning to tell you
I met this man
Someone who really likes me
Someone who really cares about me

Oh god Sam,
I wanted to tell you sooner
About this man I met
Someone whom I could see myself with
Someone I could spend a lifetime with

Yes, Sam,

I really met this man
Someone who is definitely not you
Someone who could make me forget you

The One That Got Away

You were the one that got away
As I, I was the one that never made you stay
So I pushed you further and further away
As I, I eventually stopped the wait

But it was far too late
You found yourself another bait
Left me there, so bruised and in pain
You were the one that got away

So I fought back and made you stay
For a while till that day
You held my hand and said
You were getting married in May

Now I’ll be the one walking away

As We Used To Be

A few summers ago
We were both so young
So naive but oh so in love
They kept telling us
This kind of puppy love
Won’t last long
But we kept telling them off
Not knowing they were right
How we wished they were wrong
Now a few years later
It’s weird seeing you again
How we know so much about each other
Yet I don’t know you anymore
But that’s okay
Cause in the past you’ll stay
As perfect as we used to be