Is It Okay

Another summer gone
Memories fading away slowly
Haven’t figured out yet
What exactly went wrong

Another year passed by
Without knowing what’s inside of me
Haven’t lost these feelings
I really don’t know why

Is it okay to love you still
Is it okay to think of you
Is it okay to want you back
Is it okay if I’d call you after so long

Another moment’s gone
You passed me by so quietly
I guess you must have forgotten
Where do we belong?

Another day gone to waste
I can’t seem to focus anymore
It’s wearing me out
Why can’t I have it my way?

Is it okay to love you still
Is it okay to think of you
Is it okay to want you back
Is it okay if I’d see you again

 

Missing You My Mirror Me

I miss you, my baby
I miss you, my mirror me
I never needed anyone
But I do need you
Amidst these foreign voices
Among these unfamiliar faces
I need you to get me together again
I miss you, my morning mess
Lying comfortably in my old cosy home
I miss you, my madness mode
Cause here people talk and talk
They never seem to care
But I know you do, my darling dear
I wish you were here
But everytime I look
You’re never there
You’ve changed so drastically
My mirror me
I miss you
Miss me too?

 

Ode to Parents

I remember how you used to be
Keeping an eye on me so cautiously
You  used to sing to me everyday
How could I disobey
I was afraid of you
Cause that’s what daughters do
I was born in May
On a beautiful sunny day
I was a gift to you both
If only you then would know
What a pain in the ass I could be
The heartbreaks I would bring the family
We all know what a great fan grandma is of me
And it’s mostly my fault, I believe
No matter her harsh words
I am still your baby girl
You have taught me well, I must say
I turned out to be quite okay

 

Baby Girl

A celebration of life
A baby girl is born
A proud mother’s smile
Nine months burden gone

Daddy’s always busy
And Mommy too now
They’re always busy making money
Baby girl wishes she could talk out loud

But she’s only six months old
All cosy in the back of the car
Maybe her mother didn’t know
Maybe she wasn’t her shining star

Getting to the meeting on time
Didn’t want to lose her precious job
So she’d rather lose her only child
Never thought this situation was off

Baby girl died peacefully
Though alone she never felt the pain
Never said goodbye to mommy and daddy
Now they both took on the blame

Living their lives in shame
Sudden parenthood wasn’t theirs to earn
Now their prayers to God all in vain
A harsh lesson to be learnt

 

Nevermind Me

Nevermind me
And what you mean to me
The words I said to you
The ‘I love you’s’

Nevermind me
The days I was there
The days you felt despair
I was always there

Nevermind me
And the ways I cared
The memories we shared
My little care bear

Nevermind me
Nor my feelings
You’re an ice king
An asshole

Nevermind me
My broken heart
My bruised ego
So alone

Just

Nevermind me.

 

Hung Up

You walked pass me the other day
With a big smile on your face
I guess you’re happy
And you really should be
Then you saw me
You changed immediately
Maybe you were feeling guilty
For me
For the things we never were
For the things you found in her
It’s okay
I’m okay
Please don’t talk to me
Make conversation so awkwardly
Just pass me by silently
Leave me like you did
You seem to do it so well

 

Beautiful You

Beautiful you
Little girl like me
We’re not perfect, you see
So I’m sorry
For leaving you behind
Smothering you with lies
While dying inside
I apologize
What we have is wrong
So I’m gone
Never meant to hurt you
Cause I love you
Beautiful you